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I really hate funerals cuz its hard to see my friends cry because someone they love died. I wish I could take their pain away but I gotta know I can’t always. I gotta realize that it isn’t meant for me to take their pain it’s God. Only God can take the pain away only God can heal the brokenness I can only offer comfort. So pray I won’t be so hard on myself these days.
We all need somebody to lean on
I wonder what it’s like to have an inseparable best friend :c
The worst feeling in the world is feeling like you’re not good enough. Giving it your all just to end up hurt, unappreciated, and replaced. Makes you question who you are and your own self worth. You’re constantly asking yourself when you will be good enough. Wondering when the time will come when someone will come along and truly appreciate and cherish you for who you are.
Tell me I’m okay
Is it bad that I’m happy at first then sad? Is it bad that sometimes I just suddenly get mad? Is it bad that life sometimes seems down and I have no idea how to turn my feelings around? Is it bad I’m so close to drowning myself? Is it bad I keep isolating myself? Of course it is…but what I do how do I get out of this? I don’t wanna feel this way anymore and I don’t know why I’m doing this I don’t know what my purpose is. I’ll try not to fade away but promise me that you’ll stay. promise me….
Don’t lie, your not perfect I’m definitely not but at least try to. I hate when people fall but don’t even bother to try to fight it. I mean we aren’t all perfect but at least fight it. Don’t just let it consume you again and again. Place your life in God’s hands and fight. Where have all the fighters gone, the courageous people where are you!
Just done….
I need a break from my family, my school, practically my life. I wish I could be anyone but me right now xp
